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I was just empty. As I said, I was a blank. It was like a void, you know.

— David Berkowitz

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Eventually I crossed that invisible line of no return. After years of mental torment,…

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Now I was age 22 and this evil force was still reaching out to me. Everywhere I went there…

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My parents could not reach me, not even with all of their love. Many times I saw them…

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In 1975, however, I met some guys at a party who were, I later found out, heavily involved…

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