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There is little to the concept of ‘belonging’ other than being possessed by your own haunting need to be completed. It is not being homeless but being a wanderer not searching for a home that sets you free.

— Julia Laksa

I Lost Myself In My Passions, And We Lost Touch

Wanting To Be Completed Wanting To Belong Belonging Wanderer Wanderlust My Favorites Searching For Home Finding Home Home

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