"This ruptured syllogism — If I understand myself, I’ll get b..." — Leslie Jamison
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This ruptured syllogism — If I understand myself, I’ll get better — made me question the way I’d come to worship self-awareness itself, a brand of secular humanism: Know thyself, and act accordingly. What if you reversed this? Act, and know thyself differently. Showing up for a meeting, for a ritual, for a conversation — this was an act that could be true no matter what you felt as you were doing it. Doing something without knowing if you believed it — that was proof of sincerity, rather than its absence.
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Lying could not bring this woman into being, but it could allow me to forget — for…
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Years later, recovery turned this notion upside-down — it made me start to believe that I…
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I felt something else: initiated, aglow. The whole world stood accused: You never told me…
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The story of getting better can be just as compelling as the story of falling apart.