Maintaining weakness is more draining than attaining strength.
What have you gained since you haven't prayed? What will you lose if you pray?
It always hurts more to have and lose than to not have in the first place.
I know now, after fifty years, that the finding/losing, forgetting/remembering, leaving/returning, never stops. The whole of life is about another chance, and while we are alive, till the very end, there is always another chance.
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