“It’s so hard to feel responsible for something you don’t remember. So I never feel bad enough. I feel bad, but the thing that I’ve done—it’s removed from me. It’s like it doesn’t belong to me.”
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“What I'm interested in is the point at which people do break and treat each other awfully.”
“I have lost control over everything, even the places in my head.”
“There’s nothing so painful, so corrosive, as suspicion.”
“I feel a rush of gratitude so strong, it feels almost like love.”