“I wish I loved myself more than anyone else

I wish I didn’t feel bad after ignoring your text

I wish I didn’t think of you every night

I wish I knew how to sleep after knowing I hurt someone

I wish I knew how to be heartless

I wish nothing fazed me

I wish I had the talent to do everything that pushes people away

yet they always want to stay

I wish I knew how to talk my way out of things

and make people believe my lies

I wish I knew how to break your heart

and call it love”