“It started right after my mother died when I was about eleven. I would repetitively hit…”

“I think it’s because I didn’t have a mother. I really wanted to have a mother. Every…”

“A private citizen who’s a phony. He’s a phony. I wasn’t afraid of him at all. I never even…”

“Exactly. I thought it had to be worse. It hurt— my arms hurt— but you’ve seen people,…”