i miss the sounds of our happiness
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every 5 am feels the exact same without you
in my comfortable silences now i am filled with most discomfort, searching endlessly for the sounds of you in all the places you are not
there was nothing cruel about her other than her capacity to love. sometimes i think it would be easier if she loved me less.
i am afraid to fall asleep knowing i'll wake up alone
your name sets fire to my throat and i swear there are days where i happily choke on the ashes
my insides echo only your name. that is how empty i have become.
lately, it feels like i am falling apart- like the little pieces held together with scrap paper and scotch tape have been snapping free
no one knows me better than she, but now, all at once, it feels as though there is no one who knows me at all
i wish i could wish this upon you, but instead i thank you for teaching me how to survive.
tell me how you find sleep at night. tell me how you put your mind to rest. teach me how to let go, how to forget your touch, your scent, your laugh. you are everywhere and nowhere, all at once.
and the loudest screams are not the ones that you hear the loudest screams never leave our mouths
i've got too many things to say to you which i could perhaps never bring myself to say.
you must forgive me for leaving when i did
i am afraid to fall asleep knowing i'll wake up alone
Everyone disappears, just at a different speed.
i think we break our own hearts more often than we give others the opportunity to do so.
i want your tongue against the walls of my emptiness, to fill every hollow crevice through which light seeps from my soul.
Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies.