If I died there would be nothing good to say about me. The only thing I did was change my body.
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Today I had lunch with my family.
The biggest deception is that they think, if I just lose this weight people would be my friend.
I told my mom, 'I'm not perfect yet,' she told me the perfect anorexic is dead.
I started modeling so I had to be thin...So I went to the bathroom to throw up just because I wanted to be smaller...Then the owner of the agency took me into her office and said I needed to lose 5lbs in my face.
Between March and December I went from 220 to 120 pounds. After growing up in a household where I was constantly told I need to be a certain weight. When I started to actually see results, I went overboard.
I always thought I was fat. It wasn't until recently when I pulled out an old photo album that I was like, Oh my gosh. I really wasn't fat. I've had a distorted view of myself pretty much most of my life.
I just feel like since I was 10 my eating disorder kept me from life. I would love to be a wedding planner one day.
I don't feel the my life is in danger. It's a fight for my sanity more than anything. The eating disorder is making me sick, and I'm ready to give it up, but I have nothing else in my life right now.
I want to be happier and the only way to be happier is to be skinny.
I want to be so skinny that no one can ever say anything to me again about my weight.
I can't believe I weighed 82 pounds. That's way too fucking much...I am quite possibly a fat cow. Why can't I stop eating? I feel so out of control!!!