51 of People's Most Utterly Haunting and Heartbreaking Secrets

“I haven't spoken to my dad in 10 years...and it kills me every day.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“The first time I got drunk, my friends left me in an empty room because I blacked out. I woke up naked and bleeding. I was 12.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I'm sorry mom I'm spending money on things that are killing me.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I sometimes wish no one told me I was adopted.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“My wife is having an affair with my neighbors wife. They don't know that I know.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I was a bitch to you. I knew you loved me. I'm so sorry.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I'm afraid that deep down I am truly unworthy of another person's love.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“Every day I pray you'll stand up at my wedding when the priest asks a reason these two should not wed. I'm counting on you.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“It's always been my dream to go to Harvard. Now that I am here I'm counting down the days I can leave.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“If I died no one would notice.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I can only love her when she leaves me.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I truly believe all of my problems would be solved if I was not fat.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“Every regret I've ever had involved alcohol.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“Every day I worry my ex boyfriend will use the pictures I sent him to ruin my life.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“My mom puts stars on the calendar for every day I haven't cut myself...I don't deserve that many stars.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I exposed myself to herpes because I thought he would marry me.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I've been reaching out for help for over a year. But no one pays enough attention to even notice...What's the next step?”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I hate when people talk about sex on the beach like a sexy thing... I was raped on the beach.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“Sometimes I wish I didn't believe so I could stop feeling like I've disappointed him.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“My crush wanted to kiss me when I was 16, I didn't let him...now I'm 20 and I've never been kissed.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I hate this town but I'm afraid to leave.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I just want to go to sleep and wake up as the person I used to be.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“My wife doesn't know I use my Blackberry in church to search for other men with whom to hook up for sex...Not sure if I'm going to hell or if I already live there.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I died the day I said I do.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“My parents told me my grandmother died before I was born...They don't know that I know she's alive. I wonder every day why they are lying to me.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I handed the most important person in my life the drugs that killed him.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I've put off telling my mother I'm depressed and need help. Cause i'm afraid she'll be angry I'm not the perfect daughter she thinks I am.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“My mom first put me on a diet when I was six.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“If you jump, I jump.”

— Unknown, amazon.com

“I wish I knew how to give up on you.”

— Unknown, amazon.com