“Today I convinced myself it's okay to give up. Don't take risks. Stick with the status quo, no drama. Now just isn't the time. But my reasons aren't reasons they're excuses. All I'm doing is hiding from the truth and the truth is, I'm scared Stefan. I'm scared that if I let myself be happy for one…”Tagged: risks, Drama, Fear, Anxiety
“It hurts me. It hurts me, knowing what I've done. And that pain—that pain is with me all the time. And every day I think that if I just...if I just give myself over to the blood, I can make that pain stop. It would be that easy. And every day I fight that. And I am so terrified that one day...I not…”Tagged: Pain, Blood, dread, Fear, Terror