You spend so much time, so much effort, trying to hold yourself together. And then everything falls apart anyway.
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David Levithan
David Levithan (born September 7, 1972) is an American young adult fiction author and editor. His first book, Boy Meets Boy, was published by Knopf Books for Young Readers in 2003. He has written numerous works featuring strong male gay characters, most notably Boy Meets Boy and Naomi and Ely's No Kiss List. At 19, Levithan received an internship at Scholastic Corporation where he began working on the The Baby-sitters Club series. Levithan still works for Scholastic as an editorial director. Levithan is also the founding editor of PUSH, a young-adult imprint of Scholastic Press focusing on new voices and new authors. PUSH publishes edgier material for young adults and is where Patricia McCormick got her start with 2002's Cut. In an interview with Barnes & Noble, Levithan claimed that he learned how to write books that were both funny and touching from Judith Viorst's Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day. He continues to work as both a writer and editor saying, "I love editing just as much, if not more than writing". Levithan's first collaboration with Rachel Cohn, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, was published in 2006 and adapted for the big screen in 200
There are all these moments you don’t think you will survive. And then you survive.
nag, v.: The thought won’t go away, so I pass it along to you, again and again.
nailbiter, n.: I take it out on myself, but only in ways I know I’ll survive.
nadir, n.: I am convinced that in order to hit the low point, it’s not enough to fall; to reach the depths, you have to be pushed.
naïve, adj.: Love will solve everything!
naked, adj.: The thrill of understanding that, for a brief moment, you are even more conscious of my body than I am
name, n.: I take a residual satisfaction every time I say it, as if our relationship has become a part of its meaning.
nameless, adj.: The emptiness that devours even the words for it; the pit where you don't have the energy to find the walls.
nap, v.: When you ask to steal a little bit of the best of the night and put it into the middle of the day, I happily oblige.
narration, n.: I am unreliable with myself, but I’m also the most honest, informed voice I’ve got.
narcissist, n.: It's not so much looking at your own image as it is thinking the whole world exists to reflect back on you.
narrow, v.: The shape of one person’s body isn’t nearly expansive enough to contain the focus of all of another person’s love.
nascent, adj.: I was guilty, early on, of liking everything you posted, wanting to leave signposts for how much I liked you.
naught, n.: The underlying terror that no matter what I do, I will still fall short of the connection, touching without holding.
natural, adj.: Doubt may be as inherent as the desire to breathe, but there are long stretches with you when I can forget about air.
naughty, adj.: Treating someone else as if they were naught.
navel, n.: The punctuation of a lost connection; no wonder we’re supposed to contemplate it.
navigate, v.: I need to believe in you as the star that will help me get my bearings when it comes to the truth and what I should do.
nearness, n.: Even if you can't touch its walls, know the house will shelter you; even if you can't see its ceiling, know my love protects.